To Whom it May Concern

I couldn't believe my ears when I heard those words
first, I was speechless.. because I could not think of why would you think of me(us) this way
for a moment I thought I was going to cry because of those hurtful words
But nope, I didn't, thank god
This time it is really over the limit. I doubt there are any more chances in the future.

Selfish Bastard, if you're not going to appreciate this friendship, then there is no point for me to regard you as a friend too.

good bye.

Sweating Buckets

The weather in Malacca is terribly HOT and humid these days. It is impossible not to sweat, even in the comfort of your own room. It is so hot that this morning mmu library caught fire and the Bomba came.

Nah, just kidding ;)

Til now I don't know the reason why the Bomba came. Haha.

With the weather like this, how am I going to concentrate in completing my 4 assignments and studying for Computer Network midterm, all due next week =(

=/

" Serves you right for studying last minute."

"........"

Does uploading photos to your Facebook more important than me needing the computer to study for my midterm exam?
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Speechless ..~

-no.title-

I'M S.P.E.E.C.H.L.E.S.S
on what guys can do these days to get what they want
A close friend of mine is forced to literally run all the way the a guy's house
at 2 a.m in the morning
after the guy told her he's sick
but when she reached there
he was oh-so-perfectly fine!!
WTH
I don't know why I am this mad and Za Dao
maybe it's because I hate guys like this
But anyways
I know I should not interfere in their affairs
as long as she doesn't mind then all is well
right? =)

Emotional Me

Shit I'm feeling so negative these few days.

Worry, anxious, stress, moodless etc.

And I could not help feeling this way :(

There are things to be concern about right now. Such as my internship and my stupid project assignment. These 2 things are really a big headache to me.

About my internship, I'm still torn between choosing between my hometown or KL. Both has their pros and cons. Of course if I train at my hometown I would not have to worry about accommodation, food and my safety, but I could not find a single company which I'm interested in from my faculty list! There are certainly so much less choices compared to KL area. And I do not want to train at a Kedai Buku at Giant or some unknown company for God's sake! >.< I really want to do something which I'm seriously interested in, because I do not want to make the same mistake twice again.

And the total horror of my assignment this sem O.O. We're being used as guinea pigs for this stupid project which require us to develop a system from scratch (just like how the real world does) for the ease and benefit of Money Making University staff. It is freaking hard ok! If the project is successful, they will use OUR program which we develop to be implemented to their system. In other words, we, the students, are their cheap labour. Dammit. How could they do this to us T.T

us!

ps. Oh and I hope someone will not keep avoiding it too!

Meaning of Life

Sad but so true :(

Aih.

Pain in the a**

My housemates are such a pain in the a**. Not all of course, but there are SOME who are uncivilized beyond words. I shall not mention what are the many things they have done openly and also behind our backs which we found out and pissed us off, not just once but many times . Just a few words to describe them : sneaky selfish dirty lazy irresponsible dishonest. Have to tolerate with them for another semester!

Damn =.=

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**warning** this post contains excessive usage of foul words and unstable emotion.

Just found out something. Well, my patience has reach its limit. I think I have had enough of this. I do not wish to spend my remaining one and the half year in university feeling stressed up and angry over some immature bitch person. I've put up with this bitch person's actions long enough no matter how she treat me. Enough is enough. I want to leave mmu with happy memories, not bitter memories. It is not worth it!

SM . that bitch . Some people who really get me angry and want to make life harder should

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, and forget about the ones who don't.."

Jia You!

Shouldn't be blogging now, but just wanna say..


THANK God tomorrow is my last day of exam!!! I don't know how much longer I can stand it already la! I'm deprived of my sleep!! @.@

Hm, but there's 2 papers though. Operating System *sweat* and Chess * double sweat* . But who cares, as long as exam is finish!! XD

** pic credit to stickgal

Belajar...

The papers on my desk will be thrown away right after finals.

For the past 1 week my eyes have been glued to the laptop screen for almost 24/7. And I'm getting lesser sleep nowadays as my next paper draws nearer. Getting up as early as 7.30am and sleeping at 3am, damn this is pure torture. And I'm still left with 4 freaking papers.

I hate my exam timetable T.T

On a happier note, there's something to keep me sane during exam period

Watching Death Note !! ^^

Distraction

Am blogging from the hospital now using their Wifi connection. Sighh.. planned to study for tomorrow's paper here but I just can't seem to concentrate!! Too much distraction here.

Distraction : Too noisy!! My bro happily watching tv ==

my study place

No choice but have to wait til I'm back at Malacca later T.T

Oops...

I did something which makes me felt bad just now.

Before boarding the bus back to JB in the afternoon, I went to McD at central to buy take away as I've not had my lunch yet. So I thought of eating inside the bus. But this time, my seating is the double instead of the single seating. When I got on to the bus, a guy has already sat at the seat next to mine. So I just took my seat without really looking at him.
When I was just starting to eat, then I realized something.



He's reading a malay newspaper =__________='''



Aiks. I didn't realized a malay guy was sitting next to me. Felt so paiseh want to eat and drink while I was sitting beside him when I know that now is the puasa(fasting) month for them.

But I've no choice because I can't let my food gone to a waste. And besides, I was very hungry. So I faster gobble down my food and even eat with my face facing the window outside because I felt bad letting him seeing me eating.

Hmm. Really swttttt.

Phone Issues

Just had a phone conversation with my mum just now. We were happily chatting about streamyx when suddenly I brought up the topic of handphones.

Me: Mummy, I think I need to change my phone edi. Having some problem again.
Mum: (tone changes) What happen to your phone?
Me: Dunno. When the phone rings, it will come out some weird sound like some squeaking noise. Even silent mode it's lidat.
Mum: Send to phone shop for repair la
Me: Harr.. dunwan la. It's time to buy a new phone edi la. I've been using this phone for 4 years, it's time to change.
Mum: Then how much is the new phone?
Me: Not expensive. Around RM600 plus can get already.
Mum: Huh? So expensive? No need so expensive wan la. Handphone nowadays RM100-RM200 plus can get d. Come back home only say la.
Me: ...............
Me: I'm using my own money and buy. Maybe just need you to subsidise abit.
Mum: Come back home only say.

T_________________T

Whatever la. Have made up my mind to follow my own decision. Wakaka.

Lonely..?

Everyone feels lonely sometimes, even in a crowded room of friends~

ps. fcuk next week, i cant wait for it to be over!

Shocking..

Got a shock when saw this on MMLS:

Confirmed midterm 1 date and venue :

Dear All

I first have to appologize for conducting the exam so late but there was a problem finding a suitable date and venue. Following is the confirmed date and venue for the exam.

Date : 19/08/2008

Time : 19:00 (7 PM) - 20:00 (8 PM)

Venue 1: CLCR 0003

Venue 2: CLCR 0004

Best Regards and Good Luck

Mid Term :

Dear students : please be informed that your mid term exam will take place on 19/8/2008 . time : 8:00pm - 10:00 pm . topics : ( lecture + tutorial 01-06 ).

PS : if you have a clash (for any reason) with the above date, you must inform me latest by 25/7/2008 otherwise your reason is not accepted under any circumstances .

Wtf! 2 exams on the freaking SAME day and the TIME is CONTINUOUS ??!! How the hell are we supposed to finish one exam and immediately fly to the next venue to sit for another. Data Comm and Operating Systems ain't easy subjects wei. And omg, CyberP is during this week too!! O.O

ps. I'm feeling the stress and pressure now... T__T

pissed

First of all, I do not have a single damn clue on why you're showing me your black face but please, learn to control your fcking emotions instead of showing it to the whole world. If you can't fcking do it then just shut yourself in the room and don't come out! And yea, if I did anything wrong or offend you in any way, do tell me. Do not EVER show me your black face and storm off when I asked you what happened. FYI, I've my own feelings too damn it. I've put up with you in the past for the sake of friendship no matter how badly you treated me but that doesn't mean my patience does not have its limit. You've called me childish in the past, but have you ever thought about what you are doing now and the way you treat people by giving silent treatment/ignoring/black face when you're unhappy is how an immature person will act?? What right do you have to say me when you can't even handle your own emotions properly?? wtf

Frust

These days have been frustrated with Money Making University bodoh admin. Their management sux to the core. A simple matter like registering for a subject can cause so much confusion and complication due to the lack of communication between the different departments in this university. Different departments can say different things on the same matter wtf. Seriously ruined my mood during the weekend, worrying about it. Haizz.. in the end have to take a subject I'm not very familiar with, coz I'm so freaking pissed and tired of adding and dropping again, with a lecturer who craps non-stop about his past experiences with Olympiad (zzzZz).

But the plus side is seniors say it is an easy subject to score an A . Well, hopefully is true la.

ps. Thx to kkk n jo for the advice!

Hopeless

I'm Bored. 1st week of 1st sem has just gone by, and honestly, this is one of the slowest week I've ever experience. My days are filled apart from going to classes are watching drama (Heroes!), movie, online, chatting, blog hopping, blogging, cooking and sleeping.

Plus Ixora connection is driving me nuts! Seriously getting from bad to worse ever since they open up 16th and 17th floor of the girls block. Connection is getting bloody slower, MSN messages keep bouncing back when sent, and suddenly the Internet will be down when you're happily browsing through the net. Arrghh!


Could Life get any better, or for worse?

Fatigue!

It has been a very busy and tiring week for me.. Firstly, Orientation Camp and Orientation Week has been making me feel like a walking zombie most of the time. Seriously lack of sleep! @_@ Waking up at 6am and finish all activities at the end of the day at 6pm is so exhausting! This does not include the meetings which are held at night most of the time.

Another 2 more days to go! Hopefully all ends well =)

Time to sleeeeep... zzZZzz

Machine Madness

My last and final paper for my Beta 3rd sem is tomorrow!!


But!!

Its The Killer subject -> TMA 1271 Introduction to Machine Architecture

I'm officially dead meat!!!!!!


I do not understand why IT students need to learn this freaking stupid subject and make our life more freaking miserable. Plus it is 4 credit hour! This subject is so bloody tough and it seems that a lot of people fail especially in their Finals (according to seniors who already took this subject). So, we have to rely on our coursework just to pass this subject. Holy shit.

Wish I can just and to the person in charge of putting this fucking subject in our study plan.

current mood: stressed-up